Awake, well kind of..

Good morning! 
With my second moutain dew voltage in hand, Ive decided to write about things that have come to light over the last 24hrs. Come to find out that I most likly have narcolepsy. I am still trying to wrap my head around this recent idea. Even though thinking about it, it makes alot of sense.

let me explain since middle school, if not before ive been, well.. exhausted. I'd fall asleep in class regularly even if I got a full night of sleep. In second grade, I was diagnosed with ADHD because I'd go go go until I just drop.. as I got older the tiredness got worse and the only way I could just stay awake to stay focused and manage the day was by taking my adderall XR for my ADHD. If I don't take my adderall even to this day I will find myself falling asleep reading a book, sitting down, or if I'm not active the tiredness just gets overwhelming. I have also  picked up over the years since middle school an excessive caffeine habit, I can easily drink a 12 pack (if not more) in a day just to keep my energy levels to where I can function.

also I show other symptoms of the disease, my legs can give out from underneath me and I can fall for no apparent reason. a lot of the time I have auditory hallucinations while I'm trying to fall asleep, and no matter how much I sleep it is never enough.

so I've made appointment with my primary care physician as well as my psychiatrist, to finally get to the bottom of "whats wrong with me" and hopefully  find some medication or alternative therapy solutions to this disorder.

I'm going to try to get some stuff done while I have a little bit of energy, so I will write some more later.